Friday, November 14, 2014

stranger inside

I know its inappropriate,
irrelevant even,
but this question keeps running through my mind,
what am I to you?

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

you know what

I've been exposing myself too much.

It's about time,

to disappear once again.

you don't understand

This emotional swirl is leaking and leaking fast. It's driving me crazy and it's not even funny anymore.

Monday, April 14, 2014

life is a roller-coaster

.. and if so it is,

I feel like it has turned one full circle.

And now...

it's stuck.

Sunday, April 13, 2014

counting on hearts like yours

I guess the only way to face the stumbling block now is to be successful.

This should take a while.

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

leap of faith

once a feeling,
you can't un-feel it;
once a dream,
you can't un-dream it

Saturday, March 29, 2014

ways of confessing

While a simple "I like you" or "I love you" is already a mountain of a task for me to even try, I can't begin to imagine if I would be able to utter such romance as quoted:

“I’m in love with you, and I’m not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am in love with you.” - The Fault in Our Stars by John Green


Sunday, March 23, 2014


just know there is a purpose
for those who wait

Sunday, March 16, 2014

this heart,pincered

And the clouds above move closer
looking so dissatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
as they put you down inside

But the heartless wind kept blowing
blowing ...

credits : LP

Wednesday, March 5, 2014


I find it amusing that most of the times we want something, we couldn't get it. But, when you least want it, it is there right in front of you.

There is a saying that goes by

"yang dikejar tidak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran"

I wonder if I have fallen victim to this phrase. I sure hope not. Not even you.


Monday, March 3, 2014

easier to run

sometimes I remember 
the darkness of past
bringing back these memories
I wish I never had

sometimes I think of letting go
and never looking back
and never moving forward so
there'd never be a past

credits: linkin park

Thursday, February 20, 2014

that feeling...

... When you see something or someone that you want/like.

But then you stop and ponder.

A huge sigh follows shortly, when you resigned to the fact that,


will never,

get to have it.

That my friend, is pure disappointment.

Monday, February 17, 2014

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

beautiful soul

I don't want another pretty face,
I don't want just anyone to hold,
I don't want my love to go to waste,
I want you
and your beautiful soul.

credits jesse mccartney

Thursday, January 9, 2014


all along it was all just a dream.

my subconscious mind have been tricking myself,

to believe something that was actually not there.

I tried to find the proof,

as in the real thing to comfort myself,

but to no avail.

all along it was just myself,

trying to blanket whatever rumbles underneath.


in the end,

devastation was inevitable.