Saturday, December 31, 2011

Young Blood Spills Tonight

Bruised by your love

Burned by your kiss

Is this true love?

Is this true love...?


#ESTK

Thursday, December 8, 2011

untitled

sometimes I get the feeling that I'm just a shadow of my late father.

It's depressing.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

just another random post

IF you were born on the:

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1
You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match would be with 3,5,7

Number 2
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change
according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a
sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no other people can put up with you!!!

Number 3
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are not a cool person. It's not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and problems but they won't be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom, creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!
Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5

Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other people's problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart (ahaks!). And beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good
match 5, 6, and 7

Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships - even if you are married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good match 6, 8.

Number 6
Ooopppss... You were born to enjoy! You don't care about others. I mean you always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people
who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and after all you can heal this world's wounds to make peace for everyone because you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5

Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art, singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain
age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to
get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don't, then you might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone's joy. Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4

Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way
through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly-
disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5

Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will think it's still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there!
Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model
for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2

yeah as usual, some hit, some are just ridiculously untrue. Oh well it's just for fun

Friday, November 4, 2011

helpless

aku bukan lah jenis yang baran , yang suka melenting depan orang. Bila ada masalah aku selesaikan sendiri , kalau tak dapat selesaikan baru lah aku cari orang yang rapat untuk bantuan. Kebanyakan masalah ni kita boleh selesaikan dengan merujuk terus kepada punca masalah , tapi ada masalah ni punca dia sangat samar. Senang cerita , tak ada yang boleh dituding jari , tak ada yang boleh di-blame. Masalah-masalah begini lah buat aku paling lemah. Aku geram, tapi aku taktau pada siapa harus ditujukan marah ini.Titik permulaan untuk penyelesaian itu tiada.... Last2 frust sendiri2. Helpless betul.

Friday, October 28, 2011

ranting-ranting pokok

i see the face you try to hide

Friday, October 21, 2011

the man nobody knows

I am the bone of my sword.
Steel is my body, and fire is my blood.
I have created over a thousand blades.
Unknown to death.
Nor known to life.
Have withstood pain to create many weapons.
Let, those hands will never hold anything.
So as I pray, Unlimited Blade Works.

Monday, October 10, 2011

rants

when I look into your eyes,

there's nothing there to see;

nothing but my own mistakes,

staring back at me,

asking...

why..?

Monday, September 26, 2011

Reach

Silence your harsh words my dear

My ears are ringing of this

I can't stop thinking of it

I try to reach you but I fall

Hush don't speak a word

about the dreams that I live for

It hurts to reach you when I'm down

Don't speak again

I'm still waiting for my turn

It hurts to reach you when I'm down

Monday, September 12, 2011

well...

I refuse to accept some things, but I wonder...

Has it come back to haunt me?

Will it pose as a disadvantage to myself?

Sunday, August 21, 2011

It's hard to live under another person's shadow

It all started with a normal family dining at a restaurant, when suddenly I heard a gunshot. I noticed straight away it was someone at the front table. It was a boy.

He asked for money from the cashier. Funny thing was, he ignored the guests running away from the restaurant, heck even the guard ran away wth ! All my family members ran out while I was still stuck inside. Then at this moment jugak la, when I wanted to run he started chasing like a mad person. Punya la banyak orang lain boleh dikejar aku jugak dia mau kejar. Crazy kid !

Well I calmly devised a plan, and tried to get his blindspot. Restaurant had 2 exits. When the time was right I made a dash for it. To my disbelief he saw me, like he was aiming for me after all zzzzzzzzzzz.

BANG !

Oh my , he fired ! but I kept in mind that it is quite impossible to land an accurate shot with just a handgun with this kind of distance. So I ran. Zig-zaged as I tried to confuse him. He was mad, he shot like crazy, hit the wall quite a few times gahhh.

At this point, a thought crossed my mind as to why is there no security guards coming to get this brat? LOL. It was just a swift thought.

BANG !

There he goes again with his rampaging shots. I think I evaded about 7-8 bullets already. Good grief.

I cast a glance above my shoulder. Why the hell is he gaining on me? Am I running too slow? or is he just freaking fast?!

I decided to change levels. Upstairs or downstairs? Apparently all the escalators I see are all going up. So up it is.

I tried to hide but this insane kid knows I'm here. It's like he's a cyborg who is targeting me it just doesn't make sense anymore. I ran again, but I was blocked with a dead end. I had to confront him now.

I grabbed a few books and threw at him , in hope that it blocks his view, and that he doesn't shoot blindly. I managed to grab hold of him but his @!!$! gun is pointed at me !!!

As we struggled on the floor suddenly I heard my SMS tone.




I woke up, it was a bad dream. A rough one indeed. I felt tired, after all that running. I'd prefer to have blank dreams as usual rather than dreams like this.

Sakit kepala datang balik liao, ingat kan demam semalam dah reda. Adoi ~



Tuesday, August 16, 2011

diam membawa banyak maksud

Did you know?





well now you know

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Scream in Silence

2 minggu dah puasa, naik atas penimbang, -2 kg ! haha. Benda ni memang takkan berlaku lah kalau aku di SA. adakah mampu -2 lagi ?

tapi masa raya konfem + ___ kg ~~~ -.-"

Friday, August 12, 2011

of a paperman ...

cut into shreds

by his own pair of scissors

he'll never forgive her

he'll never forgive her ...

Sunday, August 7, 2011

the comeback kings




joy !

more of the same please <3

Thursday, August 4, 2011

dengan ini aku merasmikan ...

kehadiran ahli baru dalam keluargaku



maka dengan gambar anak buah aku ini , Khadijah binti Mohamad Ali , jadilah aku seorang pakcik.

Jangan panggil aku pakcik , baby ni jak boleh panggil aku pakcik.

Getting olddddddd. Ok bye .

Saturday, July 30, 2011

selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan dan berpuasa

Akhirnya aku dapat berpuasa lagi di Tawau. Tapi.. Tak sama langsung dah. Lain. Ah tak payah nak tacing-tacing dah la, puasa jakkk.

Selamat berpuasa uollsss :)

Friday, July 29, 2011

(>_<)

jeepmerah memang mampu buat aku berpeluh sejuk ...


p.s. tolonglah adaaaa

Thursday, July 28, 2011

another random post

It suddenly struck me that years back when I was still spending my Ramadhan in Tawau, it could be him. LOL, we were going to the same masjid for terawih after all? random random

lagenda sagabiru tamat di sini

sedih

sayu

pilu

haha over sangat. Lepas ni kamu takkan nampak dah kereta saga yang terulung dicatkan berwarna biru muda tu di bandar tawau ni. Wahai sagabiru, anda telah banyak berjasa. Aku ingat lagi beberapa hari lepas aku dapat lesen P aku, aku telah menyakiti engkau dengan 'mencium' sebuah teksi, maaf haha. Lepas tu aku jaga kau baik-baik. Mana pernah accident dah lepas tu kan? :D

Aku hilang identiti lah. Sagabiru dengan aku memang sinonim ke mana-mana sahaja. Nampak sagabiru di tawau ni, kemungkinan besar memang aku lah yang bawa tu. Lepas ni identiti baru pulak lah kan.

So buat sementara ni , it's just you and me jeepmerah. Tolong lah jangan cerewet dan manja sangat ok?

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

tolonglah ada

3 hari lagi . Semoga benda tu ada . wee~~

Friday, July 22, 2011

you happy.I happy.Be happy.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

this a good one

Dear Mario, We swear, if you jump on another turtle, we'll find you. Sincerely, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

hehe

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

the lone ranger

Sometimes I feel solitary confinement is a must for me

because I need to suppress my feelings and emotions

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

frame oh frame

penat aku cari tak jumpa-jumpa. Mana ba berjual photo frame ni?

Monday, July 18, 2011

second thoughts

Friend or Foe ?

sleep

just a momentary escape

from the harsh world

from our problems

still

we have to face them again

when we wake up

hoobastank si kawan baik

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

ironic

I tend to write well only when I'm in a bad mood, or when I'm having negative feelings. By then words flow like water into the mind, and I would be able to express myself so much better. But, that's no good.To not be a master of one's feeling is indeed not something to be proud of ...

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

and they say

Read.

If you can't understand,

Read again,

And again.

Well then,

I shall.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

fly

esok pergi kk

tapi belum packing

sangat malas packing

siapa mau tolong?

aku bagi reward~

haihh..

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

sometimes ...


we fight on a losing war

til the last huff of breath

til the last drop of blood

coz we know

it's worth it

Monday, July 4, 2011

WTH

I don't even know why I'm singing lovebug by jonas brothers in my head

Damn, but I hate that song ~

Monday, June 27, 2011

that awkward situation

where you don't know...

should you?

or should you not?

it's killing you.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

random

I am a Dimitar Berbatov, for appearance-wise, I may look disinterested and laid back, but deep down inside, I'm the one who cares the most.

I am a Wayne Rooney, for I'm very passionate and a lion at heart.

I am a Javier Hernandez, for I take chances and get the job done at the end of the day.

Friday, June 24, 2011

habits

Keeping things to yourself is usually the best way to do things, well for me that is. But it's not easy. Not at all. Sometimes you will need to go out of that shell and express yourself, to be noticed, to be accepted.

I'm not used to sharing really. It's not the share that involves being stingy or that sorts, mind you. It's a totally different one. It's a cruel world, nothing is free, and nobody gives a donkey's ass about how you feel. But I feel that I've changed a little. The fact that I blogged means that I am willing to share.

Though sometimes when this place goes on a hiatus, I might be reverting back to my old self.

motivator


Do not live on past glories

For there's more glory to be made

Thursday, June 23, 2011

errr...

Aku tau aku ni senang dikenal oleh orang, orang ingat aku sebab features yang aku ada. Tapi aku betul-betul paling rasa bersalah la kalau ada orang tegur aku , cakap dia kenal aku , tapi aku xboleh ingat dia siapa. Minta maaf banyak-banyak.

Aku paling tak faham kenapa la orang pergi solat jumaat tu masa khatib tengah berkhutbah bole pulak dorang bercakap2. Aku tak tau macam mana mau handle orang begini, lagi-lagi kalau masa khutbah tu dia cuba tegur aku.Aku bukan sombong & mau dipanggil sombong, aku respon la dengan senyuman atau body language sahaja tanpa berkata-kata.

Aku paling geram orang bawa motor lepas tu jalan di tengah2 jalanraya. Menyusahkan betul lahhhhhh. Lagi orang yang bawa kereta , sudah dibagi jalan bukan mau angkat tangan, tunjuk lah ba terima kasih sikit, sejuk jugak hati orang tengok.GERAM.

well waddaya know..

Having 2 small crumbs of biscuit and a cup of hot Milo was good enough for dinner, makes me feel sleepy so much faster.

Oyasuminasaiiiiiiii~

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

grrrr...



puas suda aku diper-ayam-kan

you're going down !

intensive training

in progress

direct vs indirect

Have you ever thought of what kind a of person are you? in the sense of how you approach people or deal with stuffs. Are you a direct person? or an indirect person?

Walking about in certain public places, let's say shopping malls. Here's the scenario, in shopping malls, a closed air conditioned place, smoking is definitely forbidden in it. But what you see is an idiot (sorry) smoking happily. Question- what is your course of action when you see this? and how do you carry out whatever you plan to do? Of course if you too are a fellow smoker you wouldn't mind him I guess. I'm talking about the ones who hates smokers and cigarette smoke. WOULD you confront that person directly, and politely say please don't smoke here? or you would try to keep a distance, indirectly showing that you don't like it.

Now, why do we go for direct approach? I think it's because we want immediate result. We want to show that we are right and we are trying to tell the wrong-doer or whatever you call the person to change whatever he or she is doing that distresses you. Direct approach, never fails to make someone "hate" you though. Although that "hate" is very subjective and for how long it lasts, is another matter. Maybe just the spur of the moment, then it goes away after thinking, or it stays for a little while longer.

As for the indirect approach, which I think is the more popular one,usually we do this for the fact that it's the softer choice of the two. What I meant here is that this style is the "jaga hati orang" approach, that's the term that can be used in Malay. That's one of the reason that I can think of. However sometimes I wonder, by using this approach, are we actually cheating ourselves? in trying to make other people happy, we share, we tolerate something that we actually don't want. Well, maybe "cheating" is too harsh of a word. Perhaps we're just closing one eye and go along with it. Or we're kind enough to bear with it.

Personally, I'm a 40/60 guy on the direct/indirect matter. Oh well. Doesn't matter I guess whichever method you apply. It's like in football, either you play 30 passes together before you score a goal like Barcelona, or you can play a long high ball just like the old Bolton Wanderers team and score. At the end of the day , both yields results. It's all good then. Peace.

you wait, you wait ...

I'll definitely show you what I can be

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

...

jam menunjukkan 1.27am, tapi aku masih tak boleh tidur. Badan aku panas + cramp ( padan muka main badminton tak warm up dulu ) , kepala otak ni pulak time time ni la banyak nak berfikir.........................................................

xboleh tidur..................................................................

Sunday, June 19, 2011

the advice

A good friend of mine once told me :

"If you're going to plant seeds, plant lots of them, because in the end you are sure to benefit from at least one of them."


Well, it's not a direct one. It's up to your imagination and your own desciphering to interpret it. I got mine.

2 Things

I'm scared of ...

1. A pregnant woman - for I'm scared that she can get angry and cause complications to her baby ( well maybe I'm exaggerating )

2. A crying woman - for I'm scared of women tears. I'm not good in cheering people up and the sight of a woman crying is just unbearable.

to put it simply, I'm just scared of women ~~

Thursday, June 16, 2011

update



went to Alamanda today to meet up a few of my housemates before I go back to Tawau. We watched this superhero movie together. Good movie, I like the fact that the hero had to be imaginative and creative to utilize their power. Thumbs up!

oh and btw , I finally got them all six ! So happy :D



Well then, that's all I guess, I'm a little dizzy.

Over and out

Monday, June 13, 2011

F.I.R



~没有你怎么完成~

the lyrics and the way the lead singer sings is just

so beautiful


Saturday, June 11, 2011

of ambitions and carrots

When you were younger (or maybe still young when you were reading this) , I'm fairly sure that in your primary school days, the class teacher would ask you, what would you want to be when you grow up? what is your ambition?

And for most of time, the usual choices of working field would be :

1) doctor
2) policeman
3) businessman

and for some, funny they can even go for these ! (no disrespect)

1) prime minister
2) singer
3) postmen

Well, I remember for the first few years, I always wrote doctor, policemen, followed by sportsmen. But slowly, I became more and more interested in a job. It was - pilot.

I guess that ambition was very much influenced by my late father, who loves to travel around. So I said to myself , when I grow up, I'll be a pilot and bring the whole family around the world! ah yes, I was so innocent.

Knowing that, my dad told me to take care of my eyesight. Heck I was even carrot-crazy, I eat carrot everyday because they said it's good for the eyes. Upon leaving secondary school , they had this eyesight test. I was so proud that I had a perfect 10 vision !

BUT,

There's a saying, that goes like this, "Men can plan all they want, but God has His own ways".

Not to say that the chance of being a pilot is all gone, but the more I grew up, the more I realized that it was less likely to happen. Dad liked the idea, but Mom never approved it, she was worried of my safety. I'm lost for words. Forced to do something else.

In the end, I tried to go for Acturial Science - no luck. The next closest thing to pilot would be engineering then. So here I am, currently in my Bachelors of Mechanical Engineering programme, while already possessing a diploma in it.

Until today to be honest, I still don't know if I'm really into being an engineer. This ain't no easy work. I wonder if I should go and do piloting after I finish my degree, or just continue with my masters...

Decisions decisions

if only they were still here.. hmm..

Thursday, June 9, 2011

LOL !

aku memang suka baca blog orang

kalau aku minat

memang aku khatamkan blog postsnya

dari awal sampai la latest post

baru2 ni khatam blog fearless

puas hati~!


*opss sori lambat reply comment2 post lama aku, aku ni buta IT sikit ~

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

irritating argh !

You know,

Most of the times when a relationship ends, as in a love relationship ( doesn't matter la, puppy love ka, monkey love ka), the reasons, popular-hot-irritating-oh-please-help-me reasons they will point out includes :-

a) I'm sorry, I'm just not good enough for you
b) I'm sure you'll find a better person than me
c) we were not meant for each other

Well there are some acceptable( to me I think ? ) reasons like :-

d) you cheated on me ! screw you ! I never wanna see your face AGAIN!
e) my bestfriend told me that you're a man/woman player
f) my parents don't approve of our relationship

the complete-asshole reasons :-

g) you're out of cash? you're broke?! ok bye
h) I think I've lost interest in you ; I've found another one

irritating eh?

ah yes, that's love,

that's life,

just get on with it

-.-

papa roach - no matter what

I need you right here, by my side
You're everything I'm not in my life.
We're indestructable, we are untouchable
Nothing can take us down tonight
You are so beautiful, it should be criminal
that you could be mine.

And we will make it out alive
I'll promise you this love will never die!

No matter what, I got your back
I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that
I swear to God that in the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing

So believe me when I say, you're the one
They'll never forgive us for the things we've done

And we will make it out alive
I'll promise you this love will never die!

No matter what, I got your back
I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that
I swear to God that in the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing
We'll never fight, we'll never fade
I'll promise you forever and my soul today

No matter what until the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing

And everybody said that we would never last,
And if they saw us now I bet they'd take it back
It doesn't matter what we do or what we say
Cause nothing matters anyway!

No matter what, I got your back
I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that
I swear to God that in the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing
We'll never fight (We'll never fight) We'll never fade (We'll never fade)
No matter what until the bitter end

_________________

OK done with the lyrics


I find this song very interesting,

particularly because of the curiosity instilled into this song,

on to who is this song actually entitled to?

Is it the singer's girlfriend? Or is it basically a song for friends, good close friends?

The word "love" here plays a big part onto who it may be directed to.

In fact, I do believe that this is a song written for the song-writer's beloved.

But why oh why, did they make the music video as if that this video is for best friends?

That is what raises my curiosity...

Nevertheless it is good music :D

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

as much as I want to ...

I am very afraid of giving the wrong signals

Monday, May 30, 2011

all set

I've changed my ticket schedule to Tawau from 02/07 to 18/06, therefore I shall have approximately another 20 days to rot here in KL.

i wanna go home~

Sunday, May 29, 2011

they really envy us don't they?

They even make radio shows just to mock us

demm these people

zzzzz~

Saturday, May 28, 2011

I'm a United fan through and through

Win or lose
I'm definitely still supporting them

*depressed~

Thursday, May 26, 2011

I myself am surprised that ...



I'm kinda stuck with watching "Cinta Melody" every evening that's on tv.


Can't say that I like to watch it because the heroin is an absolute beauty, no, although she is kinda cute on certain angles undeniably.

Still, I'm amazed at the fact that I'm glued to watching this as to what I categorize as a romance series.

Hmm...

Wednesday, May 25, 2011



I hate
being caught up
in feelings and emotions


Friday, May 20, 2011

blog oh blog

I think I'm gonna need a new blog header , tapi mau buat baru tu punyalah malas ~~

Thursday, May 19, 2011

how can I get to you?



Sometimes I just don't know how to approach some people

Either that some people are just damn unapproachable

Or I'm just plain invisible

F*ck

Whatever

Monday, May 16, 2011

mahu tapi malu



this attitude definitely won't help -.-"


cuti sem

Yes everybody , aku sekarang tengah cuti semester , 4 bulan. so memandangkan kakak aku ni mo pindah rumah sini , and byk kawan aku balik bulan julai onwards , aku pun decided utk stay 2 bulan di KL then another 2 months would be in tawau.

TBH, aku sebenarnya xsuka duduk lama2 di KL ni. Aku lagi gemar ber"bosan2" di tawau drpd di KL ni. Don't ask why, it's like that.Im not the type that goes shopping, and I really hate the fact that in KL its f%#@ked up with jams, and anywhere you go it would always take at least an hour.

I got no real plans, no real activities to fill my days here. Well at least I had a good badminton game this morning with my in-law.

Hmmm.. bowling anyone?

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Campiones

Manchester United are champions of England for a record-breaking 19th time !

here are the ratings of the players based on Manutd.com

Edwin van der Sar - A fitting finale to a marvellous career, the unflappable Dutchman was largely flawless throughout the campaign. Assured and ageless, there was no depreciation in his talents and some will argue he was better than ever.

Rafael - Tries to win every ball with his speed and aggression and has all the ingredients to become the best right-back in the division. Likes to join up with the attack and is gaining in experience and confidence all the time.

Fabio - Although he may have been behind his twin in his development, largely due to injuries, he earned the trust of the manager towards the end of the season. A dynamic, tenacious figure who looks at home in a variety of positions.

Patrice Evra - Steady and reliable as he remains a permanent fixture in the left-back slot. A constant attacking source of inspiration with his raids down the flank, he links superbly with his colleagues.

John O’Shea - It’s little wonder he’s one of the manager’s favourites because of his versatility and character. Able to slot in and deliver reliable performances with the added benefit of his height at set-pieces and status of being a senior professional.

Rio Ferdinand - Purrs his way through games with seemingly effortless ease and is a class act at the back. Dominant in the air and composed on the ground, he ended any doubts over his nagging injuries with a series of top-class displays.

Chris Smalling - Seems to be learning the Old Trafford way fast and can be delighted with his debut campaign at the club. Looked completely unfazed as he proved an able deputy for his higher-profile colleagues.

Nemanja Vidic - A commanding presence at the heart of the defence and a worthy captain. Always one to lead by example, he played with the consistency and excellence that comes with being truly settled into his role.

Jonny Evans - By his own admission, his form slipped but he bounced back to prove he is a capable understudy for Vidic. Showed his versatility by performing impressively at left-back in the second half of the win against Chelsea.

Michael Carrick - It took some time to discover his best form but it was timed to perfection as the midfield pivot became one of the first names on the team-sheet. An effective shield in front of the back four and quality passer, he has been an exceptional signing.

Darron Gibson - Does not look out of place in midfield and has become a useful option for the boss. Clearly has great vision and the trademark cannonball-shot.

Darren Fletcher - A bundle of energy and important member of the team before an illness interrupted his campaign. Started getting forward a little more and is growing in stature in the middle of the park with his passing and tackling.

Ryan Giggs - Still defying his age to produce arguably some of his best football ever. Utilised carefully by the manager, he brings a refined air to the team with his presence. His smooth, incisive passing, jinking wing-play and trademark sliding tackles are features of his play.

Anderson - Showed why he is so highly regarded by the manager with some high-octane displays, particularly in the second half of the season. After signing a new contract in December, big things are expected of the Brazilian, who adds real drive to the midfield.

Paul Scholes - Started the season in vintage form and bagged his only goal with a classic rocket at Fulham. Still generates awe with his range of passing and remains able to dictate matches at Premier League level. It will be a shame if it is his last season as he has so much to offer.

Ji-sung Park - Goalscoring contributions against Wolves and Arsenal simply cannot be under-estimated but there is so much more to the Korean’s game. For attitude and work ethic, there is probably nobody better as this team player reaches new heights in earning the affections of everybody at Old Trafford.

Antonio Valencia - A sickening ankle injury sustained against Rangers looked set to end his season in September. Instead, the Ecuadorian powerhouse returned better than ever, instantly scorching down the right flank like he had never been away. His freshness and quality was a major boost in the title run-in.

Nani - United’s inspiration for much of the season and the man expected to conjure up a piece of magic out of nothing. A flood of goals and assists provided evidence of his impact in his best-ever season in a red shirt but the horror tackle from Jamie Carragher slowed his progress.

Wayne Rooney - From the moment he headed home at West Brom, the Rooney of old returned as his sheer talent came to the fore again. Forging a wonderful partnership with Javier Hernandez, his revitalised form is a testament to the player and Sir Alex’s unrivalled man-management skills. Stepped up to convert the crucial penalty at Ewood Park.

Dimitar Berbatov - To finish top scorer in the Premier League, as he surely will, is something for the Bulgarian to be eternally proud of. A hat-trick against Liverpool rewrote the history books but he bettered this with five in the remarkable rout of Blackburn. Even when losing a regular starting spot, he contributed at key moments including the winner against Bolton.

Javier Hernandez - Quite simply a stunning debut season. The Mexican’s insatiable thirst for goals made him impossible to leave out and, whatever the

occasion, he was never overawed. With pace and movement rarely seen in modern strikers, he stretched defences and proved incredibly reliable when presented with chances.

Michael Owen - The perfect squad member who always looked lively when afforded an opportunity. The striker has developed his game and is happy coming deep to link the play but retains his goal threat inside the area.

Wes Brown and Gary Neville filled in at the back when required while Tomasz Kuszczak has deputised for Van der Sar on five occasions. Federico Macheda's highlight was a stunning strike at Aston Villa and Gabriel Obertan provided some speed on the flanks.


personally , my pick for goal of the season would be Rooney's overhead kick against Man City :D


congratz, now go for the big one


Tuesday, March 1, 2011

new addiction

I've moved on from TPR to Flyleaf , well February was a month of TPR where I played their song like all day on my iPoD. While Taylor Momsen's voice was good enough to attract on first try , but emotional , melancholic tone by a female singer always tops my list . For instance , here we have Lacey Mosley from Flyleaf . From the album Momento Mori , the current background song is my fav from the album . But honestly all their songs are good to me lol :)

lyrics for Arise:

Tell the swine
We will make it out alive
There’s a note in the pages of a book
So sleep tonight
We’ll sleep dreamlessly this time
When we awake we’ll know that everything’s alright

Sing to me about the end of the world
End of these hammers and needles for you

Hold on to the world we all remember fighting for
There's still strength left in us yet
Hold on to the world we all remember dying for
There's still hope left in it yet

There's snow on your face
And your razor blade
The twilight is bruised
And there you lie

Sing to me about the end of the world
End of these hammers and needles for you
We’ll cry tonight
And in the morning we are new
Stand in the sun
We'll dry your eyes

Hold on to the world we all remember fighting for
There's still strength left in us yet
Hold on to the world we all remember dying for
There's still hope left in it yet

Sing, sing
Arise

Arise and be
All that you dreamed
All that you dreamed

(Hold on to the world we all remember fighting for)
Arise and be
All that you dreamed
All that you dreamed
(Hold on to the world we all remember fighting for)
Arise and be
All that you dreamed
All that you dreamed
(Hold on to the world we all remember fighting for)

Saturday, January 8, 2011

the number games

While all of them starts posting the "inbox me any number between x to x and I'll describe you " thingy , I happily inboxed them my number , and fun it was .

Here are the results :

Loly (cousin)

#2711 : So sempoi, (nampak) pendiam dan sekali padang macam pecah rumah but OMG so pandai! You're so smart it's intimidating (but I'm proud to be related to you). My advise is, grooming la kasi hensem2 sikit. Smart is the new sexy but it's better when its a package (macam Bill Rancic!!) :)


Lee Yee Lin (junior)

Mr 2711
a.k.a Mr Mao. hahhaha. i always call u tat name. hehe. eventhough i not really know u, i still call u that kinda name. haha XD i remember we went for badminton once. and the ball hit u straight on on ur head. muuuahahhaaha. my best memory of u. =) haha. i know u're a good guy lah, but.............. not sure ni...i.. =p haha, kidding mao mao. Happy 2011 Paramore lover =)


Ana (cousin)

2711: my baby brother!! That's how I look at you. You are very smart and nice, I am proud to be your family. Kalau boleh, biar aku yg tentukan jodoh mu ya. I dont want you to end up with perempuan yg ntah apa2. Okay, Im overreacting. I know you have good judgments on everything. I love you :)


Victor Tan (friend)

2711 - Ni budak too pro in Left 4 Dead, PES and pool ohh. Got high interests with Korean and Japanese girls too! His favourite music genres are of hard rock and hip-hops. haha. Anyway, this fella I have known him for 6 years edi. Let's hope CNY 2011 you're around :D

Muli (friend)

#2711 kawan baru yang peramah.. berkenalan d Secret Recipe Tawau ketika saya menjadi waitress d sana~ hehe... cordon bleu satu! saya sgt terharu bila dia minta permission utk view my blog yang saya privatekan bbrp minggu lepas atas sebab2 tertentu~ hehe... ada juga org berminat maw baca blog saya eh, terharu2.. baru skali jumpa, tapi slalu jumpa d FB!


Fariza (junior)

2711- senior yang menggerunkan. DULU la. skrg mcm taik suda sukak mengolok. tp ndak pa la, sbb dia spen aiskrim hari tu haha. anugerah dekan. 9A spm nya. pandai memasak kemas rumah cuci kain. isteri solehah la memang. HAHAHAHAH


ah yes , I love em description , but I don't wanna be the one describing people ! so beware statuses , I'm gonna inbox if i see em

till then

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

semester 4

I just recovered from a very uncomfortable condition , felt like vomitting , on my first day of class ! weird , I skipped dinner because I slept, well here I am blog posting,3am in the morning,should go back to sleep,updates on this semester soon,tata

Well in truth ...


I was never a good advice giver

but

I know I am a good listener

and

a reliable secret-keeper

which the latter

was because I couldn't kept it once before

during my younger days

I regret it

but that makes me who I am today