You know what ? I feel soooooooooooooooooo lazy these days . It's like I wanna let go of everything and don't wanna know sh!t about them all . Somehow I managed to smile them away for quite a while now , but in truth I feel so tired , so burdened , so pressured . Hell , sometimes I even felt like not a single thing is going right . It's like WTF MANNN!!??
I wonder what brought me onto this , could it be because I'm longing for a holiday? so much so that ignorance felt so much better than to be responsible? Could it be that my living environment is so damn effing dirty that I can't think straight? Apparently even if I managed to clean the house up , it will all effing turn into a crappy mess again , no thanks to my effing so-called-housemates , hell , they never clean up the house , and they say they are housemates living in the house ..
I don't feel like going on with this post , pointless anyways , might as well go to sleep .
Goodnite myself , I hope you will feel much better tomorrow!